The saddest lines...

These are not the saddest lines that I could write, instead these are the worst lines which I have ever written. Yet, I am creating a post.

Today I am the saddest person on this land,
I am indebted by your care and affection,
Alas! I can't pay you back,
I had your love
But I am sorry, I can't do the same,
Today I am the saddest person on this land.

Standing tall, gazing at the sky,
I wished if you were mine,
You were my world, yesterday,
You are my words, today,
Today I am the saddest person on this land,
But why can't I write the saddest lines...

You were my dream before we met,
You were my life before you left,
You are my dream once again,
Still I can feel you on my side,
Still I can see you smile,
Today I am the saddest person on this land,
But why can't I write the saddest lines...